finals are coming to haunt you .yikes?

Finals are next week.

The pressure is on.

Tense.

You know how it feels when you've set up your mind on what kind of grades you aim for but in the end you end up not getting what you've set up your mind to.You aim for good results but in the end you just get an average.You set up high goals, you make up plans for tomorrow because , as the saying goes, ' if you fail to plan today, you plan to fail tomorrow ' .It's boring to be average.I've hidden myself in a shell when I was in high school.Everything was just average.I'm sick of it.Everything is just average. It's like stuck in the middle. Maybe the effort that I've thrown all this while is just not enough to boost up my grades.Getting 4 flat is almost impossible.Or is it? Starring at those carry marks.erhh.So getting 90 is like reaching for the stars now? People would always give advise like study hard and get 4 flat.Insyaallah.But now I don't dare to say a word.But it's not too late.Finals are next week.Though the carry marks has affected my marks, I'll not give up that easily.I still have hope.I tried.It's not like I barely put effort on it. effort + du'a is all I need.

Du'a to Allah from the beginning.Not only during the exams.Some people only remember Allah when they are facing hardship like during the exams then you pray or when you are being disturbed by syaitans . Placing surah yassin beside you pillow when you don't even pray .But what about at other times.Have we forgotten our creator the almighty? Isn't it sad to see how far we are from him? And when your stuffs get stolen or something only we seek help from him. We should du'a to him everytime, after our prayer, sincerely du'a to Allah. Only by remembering him you'll feel that serenity. Everything happens for a reason.It's fate but we should put effort and not to put all the blame on fate.

I'm exhausted and confused.It's creepy.Hopes and dreams, are we able to give the best to them? It's terrible enough you've let them down too much already.Oh & You need to take care of people feelings.Feelings of theirs, hard to take care of.You don't know what but it's all the blame on you,You feel guilty not knowing to say what. It's hard to fit it.Fitting in fitting out.It's not a fitting room.Haahaa .If we could just lay on the grass and stare at the stars. I would lay there all night. Even if tears start to fall , no one would know.It's dark. It's wonderful to stare at those stars.It amazing to wonder the creator of it. Stars makes me go wee & I saw them just now, shinning brightly to give hope, perhaps?

Indeed it did :)

sunny day, cheer up :B heeeheeeh