busy oh bobby

I've been super busy lately.
Somehow my mood to blog has fade away.
Things are going upside down
It's like goin outer space where there's no gravity like how the earth have gravity.
If you fall an apple from a high rise building it'll drop
If you drop an apple where you're outer space it'll just float away & away and & & &
I do not know what's happening
Being a builder is tough.I have to admit it's tiring
But I'll try not to complain.
I AM TIRED of hearing how other people are tired when my schedule is more tight then theirs.
But i just go shut.I just do not want to boost anything about.Boosting about something is just pure lame.
I'm tired to hear.My weekends are so packed of activities.Mama is going to visit kaklong.So, I can't call mama.I'm so stressed oh only my builder mates would understand anyway.Other people might not understand. So just do not complain to me.I'm tired too but I'm just lazy to show.I prefer sleeping & just shut.So just don't complain to me please.Oh I'm sick.It's like whenever test comes the sickness comes.Oh alhamdulillah, I'm sick.Get rid of the toxin.That's what my teacher told me so anyway.Bla bla autocad .Our bcons subject we need to do a plan and model for a campus.Four buildings.Oh and the part 3 right now they're doing a chalet.Only one.I wonder why we do more than theirs.But let's look at the bright side.More experience perhaps.I should not sigh.I should be thankful in every second.O Allah please give me the strength.Please let me gain more muscles.As the bricklaying work gets tougher every two weeks.With the pack schedule this semester.With the dramas.Please let me learn to equalize my time for the world & hereafter :) I'll be stong.Like super.We should never be tired only TERKEPAK
just as long I don't become a tomboy or whatever.Gain muscles
imisshome.mamaayahkaklongzarith :')
i want month of ramadhan & umrah again.
I saw the view of my hostel when I went to the washroom during Isya.Azan prayer.
It seems so empty because of the construction site.Reminds me of the dessert .
The empty clouds.Blue sky made me cry.Reminds me of that place.Holy place :)
oh i miss you.Being here where I am now I need to be tough not only physically but mentally.
I should not complain.This is the path that I've choose.I'll bear with it