& it's broken :'(

Ipta result came out.Long story short,I did not get what I wanted.I wanted asasi seni bina in uia but i got diploma bangunan in uitm which is not architecture.

Isn't this what u guys always ask for? Wanting me to go to uitm instead of uia.Sad, why can't you guys support & ok we want uia! but no you guys have to say uia hard to enter & it has become somewhat a du'a .Getting not what I wanted is sad but that's okay.I can accept if that's it but hearing people say all those harsh things made me feel so sad.I was not sad at first when I knew through fiqa but later, somehow they got to know.I feel so stressed by then.The harsh things it's just aiyaiyai

My heart feels like it has been torn into pieces no,it's like breaking a glass & I have to pick up the pieces which bleeds.People who are suppose to cheer me makes it even worse.

Says someone ,oh it's tough la,Oh you're a women oh ok be a housewife,marry fast.Oh crap.I'm not that stupid.People will be housewife when they're 27 not 18.Don't ask if im ok or not.I hate that part of the question most.Anyway, I'll reconsider about going to taylor's though.Oh i want to study fast.Bored at home.