It's been five days

From the picture above, it just looks so calm right?

Like ooooh ooooh let's have a glass of milk & cookies.

Feel the wind

Sit back & relax

Grab the book

I don't know other people but that's what in my mind for sure

note : It's not my bedroom though it is pink.Hah

It's been five days at home now.Nek nai too has left for five days now.I think now we are accepting things.It's touching that nek nai kissed uncle Lan before he took his last breath. Ayah carried uncle Lan from upstairs to downstairs in a dash.Strong ayah.Haha.That's what aunt gayah told us okay.

Hehe.Makan tahlil, I like the stories the ustaz tell after reading surah yasin .Between maghbrib & isya'. It involves mostly about our parents.

We should always du'a to our parents.

Everytime after our prayer :) Our parents love us no matter they show it or not.

When we were small not a single bite of mosquito would they give a chance on us.

Isn't that touching? But if we grow up, being rude to them, being a gangster or whatever that's improper ,don't you feel that you are evil after what they have done for you? Sleepless nights just to take care of you :' )

OH then it's performing our prayers then we eat.

The women would be busy of course.Whereas the men.

Pfft.No hard feelings but seriously malay men are just plain lazy.

It would be so lucky & hard to find them to just help in the kitchen.

If so then, it would only be a small number of them.Heh.

One in a million.Except for uncle wek.He is the only ONLY man who helped us.He is the bussiest among us all eventhough he's a man.Ahh how lucky aunt esah is to have a husband like so.He knows how to help & do the grocerries shopping. All of my aunt teased him.Oh nak baju ijo ya udah giik.They laughed.Haha funny.

My aunt & mama talked about how lucky it is to have a husband like so.Who could help in the kitchen & like laundry & chores & cooking.I hope I would meet one who could do all that.Insyaallah.Hehe. Uncle wek would joined us ,the women group for a chat too.Usually after the eating they would have a chat, rather a long chat.

The men would usually talk about politics.yawn.

Whereas the women would talk about a lot of stuff from cooking to memories of the past present .How we were when we were babies.People of the old days.Like loads.Totally. I would sit there & hear.It actually bonds us together.Family bond.Rapatkan silaturahim juak kann.Heh

Holidays. The thing that I HATE most is that the fact that.

IMSTUCKINFRONTOFTHETVWHUTWHUTTTANDINTERNETTOO

This fact.I HATE most.Garrhh. I spent at least 2 days to clean my room after its being left by the owners, kaklong & me, the anak dara of the house.Haha ohmigosh.ANAK DARA.

It's a mess.No owners so mess lah kan.I cleaned my wardrobe.study table.dressing table & everything.I cleaned up the clutter in the morning till day so that's why it took me two days.

You know that feeling of uncomfortable to see clutters.messy.You feel ANGOL you know.

It's like ahhh I can't stand this.I can't stand mess.It would add up the stress in me.Cleaning is like releasing stress & uhh you just feel relieved!

Seriously.Like in my hostel.After the exams.I felt stress.I swept the floor.Angol.I just can't.It's like I would faint or just scream.

Especially strands of hair on the floor.It just makes me want to puke.

Geramm.You just feel ugh like you just can't stand like uh hard to explain.

Lastime I was not like this, I am sure.I don't know when I started to have this habit.

I would nag if It's an eyesore to me.I freaks me out that I sounded like a mum.Freaky!

Anyways, so I'm stuck with you.Usually I surf, for the sake of interest.Articles of islam & architect and construction & pictures of white woods houses.I like woods painted white and the ohh go to www.blossomhills.blogspot.com if you don't understand uh I know I'm weird.But that's my interest anyway.I would search for that the whole day.Seriously.That's what I do during my SPM holidays.I know it's like that's what I would think about at home. If I'm at university jangan harap ika mok buat.Dah la line lagging tahap kura-kura.Macam ika rajin buang masa mok dudok sehari-hari baca dari internet kan.Mok buat assignment lagik.Mok carik buku lagiik.Gago laa.

I like home.I would think of no other than my family and melayan curiosity.Eeeh bestnya.Lowyat & iluvislam jadi mangsa.Tidak lupa juga flickr.Haha.Kakya blog la.Yalaa keja ika.Googling juak tek.Haha best laa.

:)

Haha.Oh my fb is err I'm lazy to update my fb.Usually my fb will be active according to my mood.Ever since lastime even during SPM holidays it depends on my mood.I know weird kan.Mun rajin adalaa fb mun sik jangan mok harap.Haha uhh sometimes I just don't get myself kan.I'd rather type like thousand of words in my blog to express how I'd feel

I know macam uhh I so don't know

dahmadahiknowthenisodon'tknow.nakpaakaikatok :/

Haha anyway.Ihavenot started reading yet.Such a lazy bum.Online just searching for stuffs.Interest & curiosity.Eeeh boleh jadi gila mun hari-hari kedak tok ika.I need to do a schedule lah.ok ok again

note to self: do not procrastinate ika

Pergghh

Run to catch time?