a week to bare.a bear to care

Last week must be one of the mind challenging week ever.

It's not tough physically but mentally.

My patience was truly tested.

Allah please guide me O Allah.

I just want things to be in it's modest way because that is how islam is.

Please,I was totally disturbed.

Assignmnets+test+plus the that thing= ahh?

So I was pretty much confused.

Dancing in the middle of the night with backstreet boys song &dance move

Ahaha oh & super junior's sorry sorry song.

Dance untuk hilangkan tensi anda setelah berjam-jam tak buat assignment anda yang akhirnya besok pagi hantar sejam lewat kerana printer rosak orang ramai pakai & box tender sudah tiada.

BERBALOIKAH? ahh terserahlah.Ika akan buat assignment enviro sungguh-sungguh.

Baiklah kalau begitu mari kita belajar building construction yang ujiannya besok

YA! mari mari kawan, mari adik

EH melelat dah nek ika eh

:p

Not getting enough sleep is a

OH SO USUAL
thing for building students.

Well,that is just how things are.It just gets tougher along the road.

Adat belajar ika.Mama ALWAYS says that to me.It is true.

I am truly confused.

It's as if I'm avoiding.

Are the trying to suck me in.Like vacuums sucking.

Thanks to a bunch of friends who warned me.

I just like things to be in it's modest way.

Too much is just well out.
Thanks to
Fizzahliayanamiraekinana
thanks you guys
if you guys didn't tell then I'd probably be oh
thankies
thankies a gazillion years
:)

If things are out of hand then I'd just stand still,

Not wanting to carry them on my shoulders anymore,

These tears are unbearable to hold,

I'll let it go ,I'll let it flow.

For I know Allah would not test me beyond my limits,

I know I must carry them,

In the best way that i could,

If i fall i'll rise up.

I would never give in.

NEVER

I know there are others who went through more than what I can bear with.

I'll get through as long as I know that Allah is with me.

I know that I'll be doing just fine.

I know I'm still a kid.Trying to blend with things.I know I'm weak but guide me.I know there a loads of things which are unknown to me so tell me for my mind is dying for curiousity but do not ever influence me to what more is more but just modest  for you have just erode my mind with things I should not know about.I hate this feeling.

bear.I want to hug a bear
*huggies*
but zarith is huggable hah
he's so not a bear