weeks to go

I can't wait for holidays to come.I miss home.I hate being here.It's tiring.I don't speak much this week because I feel sleepy haahaa.Oh i soo need to sleep.Ahh yeah I keep quiet when I'm sleepy.Oh and assignments grr I keep on thinking like ahh assingments when to do when to finish.Projects grrr.Model and blah blah.Oh I just want to hug someone .Things are just getting tougher.I feel like I'm stucked in a box, trapped with all these things.But I'll never give in. Sometimes it's just hard to fit it.It's just hard for me well I just find it hard to blend into topics. I'm sloow at cathcing things well it's just how I am.I tried but it just fails everytime I tried.I just want to cry on someome shoulders.Sometimes I hate that feeling when your tears just have to come out but it just did. I tried to be tough. Builders can't be weak. I miss certain things.Well just miss it. I want to spend a day and a night just to stare at the cloud and the sky.Just to feel calm. I speak less these few days.I feel sleepy ahaha mala jak yawning.Oh I just feel tired.Just so many things happen this week.Hard but fragile

Well let's do assignments then SLEEP yeay! oh yea I slept in nenek's car haha uuh nyamaan itoo
Haha