clutters

Dear diary,

Nah.It's not a diary haha.It's a blog :B
I've stop blogging for a while.
There are just tons of things to do here.
I'm bored at times.I fb more than I blog these days.I think I'll talk crap now.My mind is just full of clutter.
Clutter which I just arrrrrrr.I'm messed up.I don't know.

If I could put my clutter in boxes and arrange them nicely just like all my stuffs are hehe.Perasan lah smua barang kemas lam kotak tek? haha


My ears have decided to play a game with me again.wheee.It's called the faint ringing sound.Have you heard?
It's here again.Why? Kenak time final mok datang juak aaaa.Sik kesian ngan tuannya kaa??
My tummy still hurts aa.It's at its worst when I woke up,first thing in the morning.Tell me if it's wrong.


Oh well, hehe.I am barely ready for finals.I'm scared.aaaa what is wrong with me aaa I'm scared.
O Allah please help me.Why am I so lost? At times I think I'm near to you but at times I think I'm getting further away from you.
 Believe in Allah :B How much do we have faith in Allah?
 Only at times in need? Isn't it sad? As a Muslim we could only think of him in times when we would really need him.
Why? Why are we so proud of the things that we have in this world? When all of us & the things that we have & cherished so much are just borrowers why? Why are we asleep when we are awake? Why? Have we ever asked ourselves?
Allah is always by your side.Always pray & du'a to him.For he would always hear our du'a :B
No matter at times when we feel contented or when we feel as if no one is there to give us a hand, Allah would always be there:B
My mind is full of questions sometimes.I get curious at times.Hmm
Why :B
Sometimes I feel sad as I search for something.
I think I'm lost.Lost in this world where every second ticks it's precious time.Time won't stop for no man.
At times I just keep my lips shut.When I'm deeply hurt.I think it's better for me to wonder around in my mind.Lalala.tralalala.No one would blame me for nothing.I know I no longer sound like a sane person.Have I lost my sanity? Haha no.Astaghfirullah ika.Hehe no laaa.
No one would feel the way I want them to feel.We're just different people right.

I don't think I want to hear any words of wisdom which would cheer me up.Just give me some time.That's all I need. I have faith in Allah.That's all I need :B