01 August 2013


Hey, it's august already!


Blogging. I used to blog a lot like 3 years ago. Now it's like we have Instagram & twitter yo! HAHA

Well, you know what is hard? Making decisions. The ones you have to do by hook or by crook. Though you have to do it unwillingly. Though your heart breaks. That's life. It's all about making the right choices. So what if you don't have a choice? What if that is the only choice?

Sad, isn't it. But you just have to do it out of sacrifice. Sacrifice?

"A man who was completely innocent, offered himself as a sacrifice for the good of others, including his enemies, and became the ransom of the world. It was a perfect act."

Sometimes there are things you just have to let go due to sacrifices. Though it hurts you so much. You just have to. Some may be happy but some may be not. But at times you just have to do what is right. Though it means letting go, though it means a lot to you. 

One may not understand the sacrifice of others unless one is in his shoes. I guess some people may talk bad of others without even further investigating. You know like how fast rumours spread.

"Poor kid, you know...."
"Hey, I read her posts & they were so tragic, & you know like ......."
"Yarabhi! tauk sik nya nak..."
"AOK! kmk baca status nya tek bha. Kempang ati nya ya..."

Those are the usual words people use to tell stories of others haha!

Well, I don't know why I need to know what others think of.
Let people tell bad stories of you. If they don't know the truth, then they are spreading rumours & fitnah right? Then you get pahala what? HAHA.
The story is one sided. You need to listen to both sides you know.

But usually after hearing both sides as for me, I go all blurry haha! Then I feel pity for both side.

Well whatever it is, people should not judge without knowing. How if a person makes a decision due to sacrifices. A person has to choose between two. How hard is that?

Though a person has already stood of for his/ her opinion but it is just isn't enough.
Tell me how the world can be such an injustice place?

Heart breaks, time heals?

Anyway, only 7 days left to syawal!

This ain't a good news for me. I don't think I've done enough of the good deeds yet.

Need to recharge this Iman so badly. Am so lost

But whatever it is, I'll always dua for the best. I would never dua for bad things. I won't tell others of the bad things. Because if we jaga the aib of others, Allah would jaga our aib too kan?

It may be cruel to do such decision. But one must understand WHY

I strongly believe in Allah & qada & qada. If this is how it is supposedly to be I redha
But it takes time to heal a broken heart.

Allah please give us the heart to carry one. To hold on to what is right. To make the best decisions for us. Whatever happens, I'll accept them as it it.


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